| Mar. 12th, 2009 @ 05:57 pm (no subject) |
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lately ive taken to dictating out loud and yet simulatenously in my head the thoughts, details, actions and happenstances of my own conscious being within the context of my life from both inside and outside myself or ... (rather my head has taken to silently spoken dictation to me from within myself?) either way its not important, other than the fact that what prompted me to write this entry was my hearing outloud, in my head the following statement "lately ive taken to dictating outloud........" this sort of thing happens from time to time and perhaps all the time but i seem to be in a state of hyperawareness to everything. an ant on the kitchen floor spawns a realization of a multitude of different worlds all full of meaning and none with any ending. and of course all of this is being dictated (outloud-in-my-head?) but as soon as one voice starts to talk about one thought another dictation starts and here lies so much meaning, all seemingly equally important, all shouting over one another and i ..... have no idea which or what to listen to.. and even if i did, i dont think id be able to FOCUS on any single one of them through all of this... noise.
and this my friends, is how the enlightened become insane. you either pick a path and follow it or you get sucked down into a sea of angry voices and become one of the masses. a quiet follower- saddled right up next to all of these ideas shouting right in your ears while you just try to cover them and go through the motions because of some life-force that tells you nothing can be done. kind of a metaphor and a reality all rolled into one- im good for that kind of thing.
/FISH |
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